Totally Whatever

by Andrew Jackson

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released January 27, 2013

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Track Name: Gray Array
Hours and hours
Spent up at night
Wishing that I was
Still living right
It's alright
I don't need you by my side
Cause i've trapped you in my mind
Where you'll stay for all time

Though I find
These memories of mine
Will surely fade
One day
Into a blissful grey array
And I will say
Okay
I knew this day would come
But still
I never thought it'd end this way
Track Name: Wanderlust
Woke up on the candy aisle
Dropping in and out of style
Only known from my profile
I'm losing form
Throw a curveball to the moon
Though I doubt he'll catch it soon
If I can't fight this wanderlust
I might as well just turn to dust
I just can't find my happiness
I swear I'm always in remiss
These times
I'll be fine

Snapped into a solid trance
Sent my soul adrift
I pulled another card of chance
Fell asleep inside your pants
I could've sworn
But I'll resist my urge to curse
Pull the sugar from your purse
If I can't fight my horniness
There's no need for me to exist
I just can't find my happiness
I fear I'll never get a fix
Sometimes

Living on the day to day
Nothing left to say
I give it to the greater good
Maybe i'm misunderstood
I'm moving on
Life gets pretty dull
When you're all done bashing skulls
If I can't fight this wanderlust
I might as well just turn to dust
I just can't find my happiness
I swear i'm always in remiss
I just can't find my happiness
I wanna find some happiness
Sometime
Track Name: Beautiful Girl
I met a beautiful girl
And it ruined my world
Instead of loving on me
She only wanted my pearls
She never wanted to sleep
Because it seemed like a dream
But I was never awake
Cause I was trapped in her beam

I met a beautiful girl
And she melted my heart
I never thought it'd be bad
But we still had to part
I only wanted some fun
Just to be happy and dumb
But when the had liquor run
It made my whole body numb

I met a beautiful girl
And she trapped me in time
I always felt like she knew
What was stuck on my mind
And when she took her off clothes
Everything froze
Where did I go
Nobody knows

I met a beautiful girl
And we fit like a glove
Instead of playing it cool
I started falling in love
Was it the way that she stared
Like I was not even there
Fall asleep in her hair
Had no reason to care

I met a beautiful girl
And she lived like a queen
Inside a limousine bed
Reading old magazines
I fed her cloves to compare
But I was caught in a snare
She dragged me down to her lair
Ended up leaving me there

I met a beautiful girl
And I'll never forget
How I basically fucked
Everything that I did
Every time that I spoke
My words would turn into smoke
If she would only inhale
I'm sure she'd witness my hell
Track Name: I'm Like Nowhere
Riding the bus of living dead
Talking to pictures inside of your head
Learning a lesson that's already taught
Feel no remorse for all that you've got

I know that you don't know
That I know you don't know half the time
My time is lost
I'm lost sometimes

Look at your notebook always blank
Cover your mind with garbage-ous stank
Bury your records and suck out your soul

I feel like you're like me
Not liking me like me
But it's fine
It's likely
I'm like nowhere

I know that you don't know
That even I don't know half the time
My time is lost
I'm lost sometimes
Track Name: Totally Whatever
I understand your master plan
But you should know that I ain't the man
With you fowl-ass attitude
I stay around just to not be rude
Just cause I've done nothing good
Don't mean that I've done nothing wrong
You sit atop your golden throne
Spitting bile up in the air

But it's totally cool
Yeah it's totally whatever
Yeah it's totally cool
Cause it's so totally whatever

When you're trying to speak your mind
I get wrapped in the sands of time
You impose your selfish rules
But they are only feared by you
I decompose your mind and soul
But it's really getting old
I know you think you've got control
Of everything you're better than

But it's totally cool
Yeah it's totally whatever
Yeah it's totally cool
Cause it's so totally whatever
Track Name: Pretty Much Bogus
Is English your first language
I'm sorry if I'm being a jerk
I'm swamped with office paper work

Notable relations
Regressing to this date and time
I'm failing to undress your mind

An uninformed wine-o
Color me unsurprised
I see it in your fading eyes

Unlimited shortage
Apologies for being abstract
I jumped before the pistol cracked

It's pretty much bogus
Sorry if i'm being absurd
Ill never say another word

I wonder where you're going
Marching like the end of days
Refracted in a violet rage
Track Name: It's a Scam
Look into my eyes
You've hypnotized
My fragile mind

Melting through your words
No passion lost
For the absurd

Keep it brief and to the point
I can't help feeling
This is work

I know it's a scam

Gotta catch the paper train
Day in day out
Terminal pain

Am I really just so plain
Or is there nothing
But disdain

Is life a living bore
Or am I really
Stuck in jail

I know
It's a scam

When I'm staring at the stars
I can't help wonder
Where I am

Tried to justify my life
But there is nowhere
I can hang

Give my regards
To the angel of death
Maybe i'll feel her breath
Touch upon my skin

I know
It's a scam
Track Name: Empty Hearted
You told me not to love you anymore
But can't see you there's feelings that I can't ignore
You told me not to think of you anymore
But you still live across on my apartment floor
I don't understand what made you act this way
I'm looking for the something I can do or say
I wish I understood what you have done this for
You left me empty hearted girl and I need more

You told me not to love you anymore
But I don't even think about the girls next door
You told me not to think of you anymore
But i'm still picking hairs up off the bathroom floor
I just reminisce about the way we'd kiss
I think about the tiny things that I have missed
I dream about you coming every night I'm sore
You left me empty-hearted girl and I need more

You told me not to love you anymore
But I can't hide the memories that I have stored
You told me not to think of you anymore
But darling can't you see that it is you I adore
I need you back beside me so that I can rest
I'll give you anything you want at your behest
You've melted from the surface down into my core
You left me empty hearted girl and I need more
Track Name: Can't Take No More
Felt the sting of a floating cupid
But its made you stupid
Fell in love with your bad depression
It's your last confession
I know you jive to the feel of hatred
What goes on in your head
No coming back from your isle of virtue
Cause nobody wants you

Don't you ever come home
Don't you ever phone
Don't you ever come around
Cause I can't take no more

Waking up in my bed a stranger
Cause you're violent natured
Turn your mind to the family secrets
Wanna see what you'll get
Bored to tears like we've all desert you
Even though it's not true
Who really cares if you ever come down
Cause it's all the same now

Don't you ever come home
Don't you ever phone
Don't you ever come around
Cause I can't take no more
Track Name: Au Jus
I've given up
On you
Au jus
Won't you baste me in your mind

I've fallen out
With myself
And I need
To calm the waters for the time

I'm moving out
With the old
Packaged ham
I find there's nothing but the same

Au jus

I've given up
On you
Au jus
Won't you side with me sometimes
Track Name: Let Me Be Your Petri Dish
I drank a mystical potion
It gave me something else to blame
I had a wonderful notion
That you'd be feeling the same
Can't you give me a sign
If i'll you see you tonight
Won't you come on over
Cause it just feels right

Take my hand if you wish
Let me be your petri dish

I just need to see you
Every day and night
Won't you come on over
Cause it just feels right
Cause it just feels right
Cause it just feels right
Cause it just feels right
Cause it just feels right

Take my hand if you wish
Let me be your petri dish
What kind of drunk has no plans
I know that you understand

Take my life if you wish
Just let me be your petri dish
Won't you explore what's ahead
Or will leave me instead
Track Name: I Wanna Be Stupid
I wanna die young
But I'm never gonna die

I'm gonna live forever
It will never be my time

I'm never gonna crash
Because there is no stopping me

I ain't got a future
But that is only what you see

I wanna be stupid
I wanna be dumb

I wanna rebel
Cause I don't need society

I wanna be a drag
Because that's all I ever see

I wanna be stupid
Because theres nothing left to be

I wanna be dumb
Because there's nothing left for me

I wanna be stupid
I wanna be dumb
Track Name: Always Cool
I'm feeling so glad delivered the bags that I once had
Won't you please sing me a song but don't make it long now
Or i'll be gone

I cannot endure through all of the pain that I have procured
I need you to help me explain myself
Won't you please

I just need you to help me find my way again
I get so lost sometimes my friend
In every way I seem to be lost again

I need your advice just gimme the word and I will observe
I know that it's hard I wrestle with thoughts that I haven't got

It's come in to view
I wanna be you
Always cool
I wanna be you
I never will find
Such a wonderful mind
Peeling your rind
I wanna be you

I just need you to help me find my way again
I get so lost sometimes my friend
Won't you please tell me what I need to hear
I just need someone to be there for me
Oh I hope I find what i'm searching for
Track Name: See You Again
I held your words up
Just yesterday
And these old train tracks
Had shit to say
I kept my mouth shut
I played it fair
Sometimes I wonder
Why I care

If you come around will I still be your friend
Or have your memories just fallen in the wind
When you think of me can you forgive my sin
Sometimes I fear that I will not see you again
See you again

You had emotion
Not long ago
Was it that easy
To let it go
Was I just dreaming
Am I insane
Do you have nothing
Left to say

If you come around will I still be your friend
Or have your memories just fallen in the wind
When you think of me can you forgive my sin
Sometimes I fear that I will not see you again
See you again
Track Name: The Pits
I was a reject
Had nowhere to begin
I never really fit in

I was a loser
Sitting stuck in a stare
Cause I just didn't care

I was a menace
Cause I did as I pleased
Never chasing the cheese

I was a dropout
Won'tcha throw me a bone
Can't you leave me alone

All my life
I've been told

What do I know
That we never grow old
That we give up control

Make a statement
But it'd never be heard
Never utter a word

What was I told
That I had to be good
So I'd be understood

But the truth is
Life is really the pits
And I don't give a shit

All my life
I've been told
Track Name: I Don't Need Anyone
How are you
Glad to see it's worked out fine
So am I
Staying good but I'm behind
So they say
I'm waiting for the day
Figured out
I can make it by myself

I don't need anyone

Falling
For the things that I prefer
Never mind
All the things I'll never find
Whats the word
On the hopes and dreams we had
As for me
As of now
I'm over being sad

I don't need anyone
Track Name: The Curse Upon My Head
I'm walking down the street
Slipping through the peat
And when our eyes did meet
You pushed me off my feet

I started losing sleep
I'm just an effigy
I don't how I'll be
There's no recovery

I seen you voodoo child
Dropping your magic words
Right upon my head

I've lost my place in time
You vandalized my mind
And now my choices rhyme
However your inclined

I need you can't you see
I need you can't you see
I need you can't you see
There's no one else for me

I know you voodoo child
You dropped your magic curse
Right upon my head

Isn't it a crying shame
You play me like my mind is lame
You shake me to my rotten core
And leave me like a bleeding sore

I slip into a trance
Victim to your dance
I don't believe I can
Meet your psychotic plans

I get lost in you
I get lost in you
I get lost in you
Because you want me to

I've seen you voodoo child
Calling a magic curse
Right upon my head

Isn't it a crying shame
You play me like my mind is lame
You shake me to my rotten core
And leave me like a bleeding sore

The Curse upon my head
Track Name: Will You Never Confess
I remember old fantasies
I dreamed of someone else
But I would leave myself
For better health at your call

Then you'd push me away
Oh until another day
Erred on the side of all the things you hide
But don't ever let it die

Won't you pass me around
Won't you lead me astray
Won't you carry me out
Won't you leave me for dead
Won't you tell me it's over
Won't you lay me to rest

I don't know what to make of you
Sometimes you can be so cruel
Just break it off like you wanted to

Or leave me alone till you're bored
Then come around again
Because I know your sure
That I would follow you
To the ends of the earth

Won't you pass me around
Won't you lead me astray
Won't you carry me out
Won't you leave me for dead
Won't you take my emotions
Won't you help me get straight
Won't you spare me the drama
Won't you end all the pain

Won't you tell me it's over
Won't you lay me to rest
Won't you end all the torture
Will you never confess
Track Name: Soul Renevation
Wanna figure out what it means to be me
Federale gumshoe got a new mystery
Placed in a pouch to renounce their beliefs
Can't figure out if it's boxers or briefs
Using a claymore to harvest his grain
Born without pain can't complain
Flinging out spells like a magical wizard
Exposing your bones flopping out like a gizzard

I've been so uptight

Just a lump on the neck of a cold beer bottle
Try to slow down but there isn't a throttle
Trigger an influx of alien races
Raising the dead from the ancient spaces
Pancaked thoughts of a snaggletooth junkie
Standing underneath overhangs in a junk heap
Indian burn the collective consciousness
Taking candid photos of misfit cigarettes

I've been so uptight

Give my ups to the grand master cholo in the sky

I've been so uptight

Soul renevation
Track Name: A Message From The Fountain
Never figured you would have enough
Although I guess after of all this stuff
When you push and pull away
Hey It's okay
You got me waiting for a better day

Don't matter where you hide
I've got a cabin in the mountains
Don't matter what you find
I got a message from the fountain

So you think that you can drag me out
When theres no need for the messages I wrote
All the things that I would say have slipped away or been misplaced
Anyways

Don't matter where you hide
I've got a cabin in the mountains
Don't matter what you find
I got a message from the fountain
Track Name: Shattered Bones
I've been eating trash
Hoping I can make some cash
I've been getting gassed
Hoping I can pass the class
Sucking on broken glass
Waiting for the moment
I can find a reason
Folding up on something else
But it never does turn out even

I've been feeling lost
Hoping just to meet the cost
I've been getting tossed
Hoping I can just hit pause
Losing life though tangled knots
Looking for the something
I can go get deep in
I just want to I don't know
Cause there's nothing there to believe in

I've been dropping stones
Hoping I can follow em home
I've been stuck alone
Hoping that I'm not a clone
Picking up my shattered bones
Hoping there's a chance
That I'll someday break even
Everything is fucked for me
But I never can find the reason
Track Name: What You Want
Solitary mind
Solid in your mind
Losing yourself
Leaving your wealth

Never does go
Looks for I don't know
The only thing I
Never could find

Guess it's true
Cause I can't
Understand

What you want
What you need

Living inside
Doing not alright
Please come around
Sleep on my ground

Polyamorous
With mirror images
Only to gain
Boredom and pain

Cause you won't
In your life
Ever know

What you want
What you need